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23 February 2011 @ 03:35 pm
This year!  
This year is the year that I've decided changes are finally going to be made. The last two years have been relatively uneventful as far..well, really important creative work goes. Plus job stuff. So, this year marks the year I finally get a name change, make plans to refinance for my dream car, publish a book, and look extra hard for a better-paying job. HOPEFULLY IN MY FUCKING FIELD OF STUDY. That's right, Target, I'm talking to YOU. You drain me of my creativity and me self-worth. Okay, I didn't need you for that part, but you sure aren't helping with making me feel like a valuable member of society! If some random jackass can just write stories about kid wizards and get off the food-stamps, so can I! If Spi can refinance his amazing credit score in hopes of a very nice piece of technology, so can I!!

I have stories to tell! I have self-worth and writing ability! I can be confident in my decisions, too!

Suck it, corporate haters, here I come! *leaps*

Thanks to Kain for making this video that helped me not to feel like a complete failure.

Current Location: HQ
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Sam Means - Yeah Yeah
Vickie: dearest darlingsugar_dustbunny on February 24th, 2011 06:42 am (UTC)
Yes, yes, yes!

Those words are super awesome. Do your best!
Murphy: SKELETOOORRRRdark_crescendo on March 3rd, 2011 10:17 pm (UTC)
I'm trying--you do your best, too, kiki!
kiwilitekiwilite on February 24th, 2011 07:18 am (UTC)
YOU GO MER! MER! MER! SHE'S OK! SHE'S THE CHAMP THAT'S HERE TO STAY! YAAAAAY! That youtube thing inspired me too. I added it to my favorites! Let's get em in 2011!
Murphy: SKELETOOORRRRdark_crescendo on March 3rd, 2011 10:18 pm (UTC)
Work this shit!!
(Anonymous) on February 25th, 2011 03:02 pm (UTC)
Grande, ho trovato quello che 'ho cercato per
Murphy: SKELETOOORRRRdark_crescendo on March 3rd, 2011 10:18 pm (UTC)
norsebre: Thumpernorsebre on February 28th, 2011 08:12 pm (UTC)
2011 is your year because I said so, and when I say so then shit get done!

Get it done Mer, you have got too many reasons to do this for yourself.

Murphy: SKELETOOORRRRdark_crescendo on March 3rd, 2011 10:19 pm (UTC)
I fuckin' love Kain. He's the best.

I think your P.S. got cut off, but I'm guessing it's about our needing to hang out. XD I promise we'll get together soon, perhaps this tuesday after I visit my sister in Cincy?
norsebrenorsebre on March 6th, 2011 06:14 pm (UTC)
The rest of the P.S.
Um, you know I live in Louisville right? In fact, if I'm not mistaken, we live like 5 miles from each other. I practically live at Starbucks in Dixie Dozen, so whenever you get a minute away from Tar-get, we can meet up for coffee (or tea). They have free wifi dude! If you don't have a buck.50 for either drink, I'm a gold member, and I get free refills and discounted drinks so I'll buy you one..or two. :p

My Palm is a POS so use my old # - 2707669621

I gotta use tough love cuz it's overdue time for us to meetup, stop making excuses and get together with Bre man!
Murphydark_crescendo on March 10th, 2011 07:18 pm (UTC)
Re: The rest of the P.S.
"Tough love" doesn't work on me. I really do apologize for not being able to hang out much, but as I've mentioned before, two jobs and having enough time to clean up around the house, plus seeing Jen between hospital visits, PLUS hanging with dad/Marcy/boyfriend's family takes up a good amount of my time. In between working, traveling, cleaning house, preparing to move, and family, I quite HONESTLY don't get much time to myself or, for friend visits.

Sorry about tuesday falling through--we didn't get back until much later than I thought--Jen's screening treatment lasted longer than I thought, and she didn't tell me until the same day that she had clinic appointments. This monday after 6:30 is when I'm free next, though, so text me if you're able to do something.

Goddamn, you're the 5th person I've had to apologize to for not having much time to do anything with. I live literally 10 seconds from another friend of mine, and I haven't seen her in months either. I hope you understand.
kewishem on April 15th, 2011 04:41 pm (UTC)
Great writing! I want you to follow up to this topic!?!

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Murphydark_crescendo on July 13th, 2011 09:49 pm (UTC)
I felt a little more positive back then, sadly, since it's been about three years since I started serious job-hunting. Both my boyfriend and I are at our wits' ends trying to find something that won't drain our sanity. But I'm trying really hard not to give up.

Thanks for keeping in contact, I know I'm crap at it. Don't you give up, either!