Hard to work creatively when there's a small group of morons that demand a punch in the puss. Speaking with Lydi earlier got me very riled up for fisticuffs. But I've got to focus. Maybe if I channel anger into art? Nah, then I'll just make a big, graphite mess of scribble. Maybe if I actually finish reading "The Art Of Doing Nothing", I can get something accomplished by blocking out distractions. Ironic much?

I've got a case of roller-coaster mind again. Calming down is going to be comparable to swimming upstream in a tornado while wearing chain link armor.

Need to focus. But lately, I feel that "focusing" is almost selfish. I can't get anything accomplished due to the fact I'm constantly entertaining someone else. Balancing isn't working out very well. What to do...

ART/WRITING WORKLOAD:

Silent Hill: The RENT
California art
Roommate fun-time
Summer Breezin' and Roadtrip
Kyuu's email
AUTUMN updates
Opening TH Story

Geezus, how am I going to get anything done. >X[

I keep listening to the same songs on loop over and over and over again. Is this a mental illness??







--MURPHY--